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Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 10:43:14 GMT

Shopping for labels, shopping for love
Manolo and Louis, it's all I'm thinking of
Shopping for labels, shopping for love
1, 2
Manolo and Louis, it's all I'm thinking of
1, 2, 3 Turn the lights on.

I already know what my addiction is
I be looking for labels, I ain't looking for love
I shop for purses while love walks out the door
Don't cry, buy a bag and get over it
And, I'm not concerned with all the politics
It's a lot of men I know I could find another.

What I know is that I'm always happy when I walk out the store, store
I'm guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with
I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks

[Chorus]
Love's like a runway but which one do I love more?
No emotional baggage, just big bags filled with Dior
Love's like a runway, so what's all the fussing for?
Let's stop chasing them boys and shop some more.
1, 2, 1, 2, 3, Turn the lights on.

I know I might come off as negative
I be looking for labels, I ain't looking for love

Relationships are often so hard to tame
A Prada dress has never broken my heart before
And, ballin's something that I'm fed up with
I'mma do the damn thing, watch me do the damn thing
Cause I know that my credit card will help me put out the flames
I'm guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with
I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks

[Chorus]
Love's like a runway but which one do I love more?
No emotional baggage, just big bags filled with Dior
Love's like a runway, so what's all the fussing for?
Let's stop chasing them boys and shop some more.
1, 2, 1, 2, 3, Turn the lights on.

Gucci, Fendi, Prada purses, purchasing them finer things
Men they come a dime a dozen, just give me them diamond rings
I'm into a lot of bling, Cadillac, Chanel and Coach
Fellas boast but they can't really handle my female approach
Buying things is hard to say
Rocking Christian Audigier, Manolo, Polo, taking photos in my Cartier
So we can't go all the way, I know you might hate it but
I'm a shop for labels while them ladies lay and wait for love

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 10:19:37 GMT

Will one whole-heartedly downgrade herself/himself for the sake of love???

Labels or Love?

The 2 Ls that speaks loudly in women's life...

You tell me!

Friday, April 25, 2008

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:03:23 GMT

Have you ever come to a stage where nothing seems interesting to you? Even the most colorful rhinestones on a Jimmy Choo stilts can't catch your attention... This is deep shit!!!!

I went to Orchard Rd with a friend of mine... We went into Chanel and saw the bag that I-WOULD-DIE-FOR...For a while I was thinking, is it rational to fork out SGD3500 just to buy my wants and not my needs? I slapped myself back to reality!!! Thank goodness... I'm proud to walk out of that boutique empty handed... I was a little upset not to get the bag but as I grow older, I realised that I should not spend money like nobody business.. Seriously speaking, money is really hard to earn and like they said " the more u earn, the more you spend".. To a certain extend, it's quite true.. I'm trying to curb my spending as I dowan to grow old having nothing but shoes and bags... In fact, I am now aiming to get my own property!!!! Fingers crossed...

I've been sitting in this confine room of mine for more than an hour... Looking at my laptop and playing around with the buttons... Actually, I am really tired... I came back from KL turn this afternoon but my mind just couldn't rest itself.... What is wrong with me??? I need a sweet escape!!!

My leaves is coming up.. Two long weeks in total... I was supposed to have a long vacation in Spain but I called it off... Ok, I know... Dont give me that kinda look... I'd really love to soak myself in the beautiful beach in Spain but I just miss my family too much... I'll do anything just to bring my family close to me!!! Well, my little sister said she MISSES me alot!!! Since she said that, must give her face la... Must fly back to see her cos she's lonely w/o me! Hahaha

XoXo

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 05:33:22 GMT

Logging on to www.chanel.com 4 times a days is making me high and dry!!!! Usually people go high and wasted on booze and drugs but not me... The chemistry I have with beautiful, classic bags is beyond words!!!! Let me tell you a little secret, my palms actually sweats alot each time I walked into a handbag shop!!! Weird huh?

Been contemplating whether should I get the latest Chanel bag I've longed for and go on hunger for the next f*rking month or should I just let go and move on? Hahaha... Sounds so drama... Baby dearest always said that I love to look for my own troubles... To him deciding on "should I get the bag commotion?" is a-waste-of-time.. Men just doesn't understand, don't they? I reckon I shall not open up a room for discussions and arguements here... Cos it's gonna be a never ending debate! Women with their bags and shoes, Men with their gadgets and cars!!!! Stereotyped!!!

Now, I have 2 choices... Step my feet out of the house and head to downtown to get "wasted" or lay low at my crib and save a hell of fortune..... Really wish daddy's here, then all my self-created-problems will be gone!!!!Daddy's little expensive girl!!!!

Now you know what I am talking about, people????

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 08:21:30 GMT

Finally, I'm back to ~~C-I-V-I-L-I-Z-A-T-I-O-N~~!!!!! I could never thank GOD enough for that!!!! It was my second time to Moscow... I never had a good impression of that awful place the first time I was there.... The people is unbelievably rude, they can't speak a single word of english, they forcefully pushed people into the train, they stink (wonder how many times they shower in a day) and oh yah, they love to pick-pocket!!!!! The only wonder of this place is that their Vodka is dirt cheap!!!!! You can easily get a 300ml for less than USD10???? Heaven for the drinkers...

The first time I was there, my collegue's sling bag was slit opened with a knife and her limited edition LV's wallet is gone... This time around, one of my gf's cellphone was pick-pocketed. It happens too fast til none of us can react to it!!! I think they had a syndicate doing this... Mainly aiming at foreign tourists!!! Me and baby were forcefully pushed into the train cabin (and were separated from the rest) and whilst pushing us, the f*cking Russian was trying to sneak his hand into baby's pocket and grab his wallet... Luckily, baby dearest realised someone is touching his ass, so he quickly swing his hand and protect his wallet... Or else, we'll be left stranded in god-knows-where penniless!!!!! I HATE THIS PLACE!!!!!!

We left Moscow and flew all the way back to Dubai... I love Dubai... The food and the shopping... The weather is still alright... Sunny, breezy in the day and chilly in the night... The last time I was there, the temperature shoot up to 40 degrees... Scorching hot! Did nothing much in Dubai, but we really partied our lungs out!!!

The club scene was very pretty (too bad my camera wasn't really working well with night shots) but the music is nothing compared to Spore and Msia.... Throughout the night, the DJ's were busy spinning Arabic songs and your ears hardly can hear any RnBs.... Maybe 1 in every 45minutes??? Stupid Noorman Moley bought me a drink called the Bullfrog... It's a combination of 7 liquors top-up with redbull... Wah, don't play play with this drink.... I was floating sky high when it hits!!!!! It wasn't my night... I was dead tired and I boozed down drinks I can't even recalled!!!! I was in my own world an hour later.... Hahahaha... Baby dearest gotta send me back to the hotel... He cleaned me up and my vomitus and put me to bed!!!! He was fuming mad cos' this is not the first time I behaved like this... I think my sister can relate to what I am talking right now..... Hahaha... Sorry baby... I promise I'll cut down on drinking but I just can't say NO to clubs.... Well, girls just wanna have fun....

Signing off with pictures.... XoXo....

The famous Russian Dolls...

Busy shopping for souveniers

Three Stooges

Simply Lovely...

@ Red Square with the girls

I ain't that heavy!!!!

Beautiful St.Basil Cathedral

Beautiful Cathedral & Gorgeous Ladies

To Moscow, with love....

Mich & Billy

My Moleyyyy...

Look at the Russian words!!! Puzzled!

My eveything...

Look at OUR crowd! Bye Bye Moscow.. NEVER AGAIN!!!!

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Club by the beach side (blame it on my lousy camera)

Thirsty????

Cheeky David!

MY MISTRESS!!!

One hell of a decent picture..

Guys just love f-i-n-g-e-r-i-n-g

Muacks!

Amanda, Faye & Mich

Mich is gone!

Monday, April 07, 2008

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 08:53:22 GMT

Kinda bored sitting at home the whole afternoon... Well, need to conserve my energy as I'll be doing a long flight later... Sienz but the good thing is, baby dearest is flying off with me tonite!!!! Can't wait to spend the whole 1 week in Dubai and Moscow with him... Hope I'll snap heaps of pictures and put it into my entry.. It's been a while since I last shower this blog with pictures!!!!

I eat in (Mcdelivery can never fail me), doing my TVB's movie marathon and catching up with my good ol' friends in MSN... My friend of 10 over years has finally found himself a serious gf and am ready to engage in a serious loveship... Now, he finally realised that physical beauty is only skin deep and inner beauty is the thing he has been looking for all this while... DUH!!! *smack his head* Nevertheless, I am proud and happy for him....

Can't wait til my 8 days leaves in May.... Reckon it's time for me to do some catching up with my friends and party my lungs out with my girlies.... They've been complaining that I didn't contact them when I was back in Klang... Honeys, I need to entertain my "yi mah ku cheh' la... Where got time???? Will make it all up to you guys when I am back with my boo.... Love loads!!!

Signing off now.... Gotta prep for flight!!! Good week ahead! Cheers...

Friday, April 04, 2008

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 10:13:39 GMT

PS:- I'm still not over you

Girls meet boys… Boys meet girls… They fell in love and embarked on a journey called forever love (or so they thought).. Sounds familiar? Can u relate yourself to that situation???

The last 3 days has been really disturbing… I was chatting with a friend of mine… A friend who has been on ‘that’ journey for the past 5 years…. It isn't a short period.... So many things had happened in this 5 years... Good or bad ones, I shall not mention... Childhood romance can always put that little smile on your face whenever you reminisce on it, ain’t it? But to her, it no longer works that way… She’s struggling between love, loyalty and the freedom she yearns… Or rather free herself from commitments… Which one should she let go???

I was very upset to see a lovely couple goes their own separate ways.. I saw them grew up… I watched their love blossomed... They’re part of my life… Has always been…. He even said that he’ll go on loving her no matter what her decision is…. All he’s asking for now is a memorable weekend together… And after that, god knows what will happen… My heart hurts…. They’re really good friends of mine and I can’t bare to see either of them letting go…. I’ve done all the possibles….. Things just doesn’t work the way you want them too sometimes…. Hate that!!!!

She is such a selfish person or rather she just didn’t know how to react to this situation… When she told me, I was yelling high and low at her, but now that I have calmed down, I can feel that what she’s doing right now ain’t 100% wrong… Wait wait, I ain’t supporting her 50% right & 50% wrong decision but if you see from her angle, you can see a young girl trying to break free from her comfort zone to venture into the wild wild world…

Hmmm, maybe someone should slap him back into the reality.. He’s gotta let go of the past to see how beautiful the future is… The world doesn’t stops just because you’re falling out of love… Redeem yourself and do what young people do…. Have fun and work for your future…. Bright future is forever yours if you work tremendously hard on it… Love is something fragile.. U hold it dear tight, it’ll break but if you let loose, it’ll fly away… So let nature take its course… I believed that if it’s meant to me, it’s meant to be… No point struggling and torturing yourself dear… It hurts your loved ones to see you like this…. I know you told me, you rather taste the bitterness than losing her in your life... But I reckon you should give both of you some time to think and some space to breathe… Or else both will suffocate in this relationship… I know you'll always stays by her side, just like a guardian angel... I thank you for that... If u need me, I'm just a call away….

You know, I have never been good when it comes to dealing with emotions.. In fact, it’s my worst enemy… I can never ever overcome that…. Always at the losing end…. Youngsters out there, if you know the journey u’re embarking now will eventually be a grey sky, why commit yrself in a relationship at such a tender age??? You thought it’s love but as you grow older, u wanna see something new, experience different things in life and then u’ll realized that the journey that u once called love is a waste of time… Someone might get hurt and the worse part is, will you guys ever be friends again?

Breaking up can be so awful… Love can be so torturing… There can never be 2 winners… It’s always a winner and a loser…. So brace yourself if you choose to love young and blind yourself from the big big world… There’s so much to see out there… Don’t restraint your sight….

I kinda relate to her on this… I had my first love when I was 16.. Yeah, I was that young and no doubt I had the most beautiful 6 years of my life… Something that can brightens up my gloomy days, even up till now… NO, DON’T GET ME WRONG… I’m no longer in love with my first love, but it’s the memories that still lingers… The silly things that we did, the ample arguments that we’ve been through or even the stolen kisses that we had… It was so beautiful…. Hmmmm, sounds almost like heaven, aight? But I chose to let go all of that…. I wasn’t very sure at that moment, was it me or has the flame of love dies off? But can love really dies overnight? I thought I’d regret but to my surprise I did not… I’ve become a happier person since then…. I love what I am doing now… Enjoying every single moments of it… Commitments can be hell scary, if u’re not ready for it…

I was lucky that I managed to find another man who loves me for who I am… A man that will never leave my side, a man that will hold my hands and walk me through the rain… He’s the man that I’ll called hubby one day…. Here, I’m extending my blessings to them and hope everything will ends in a beautiful way…. Can't be lovers but still can be the best of friends…

Someday, you’ll realized learning to let go it’s the best decision one can ever make. Just like me…

But I am still curious, how much does loyalty worth these days??? Can someone please tell me???? Guess I have lost faith in childhood love….

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 16:14:55 GMT

STOP & STARE

Haven't been working for the past 4 days... Loving the feeling of rotting at home and waiting for baby dearest to be back from work... Feels like a pampered 'siew lai lai'... Hmmm, I'm really treasuring the time I am having now with baby dearest... Haven't been so close to him in months... It was always touch & go kinda relationship... I go for work and he's back in sin and vice versa... These few days are really gifted... He's always by my side taking real good care of me (sick ma) and he just know the ways to pamper me!!!! If you were to ask me now, I can tell you, my life would be so empty without him...

Today, I did the silliest thing in my life.... I actually visited a game arcade in Plaza Singapura... I think the last time I stepped into an arcade was like 10 years ago???? Me, baby, lynn and Alfie were suppose to catch a spanish movie called the orphanage (kinda disappointed with the movie.. not scary at all)... Were there early to collect the tickets and we've got another hour to kill before the movie starts...

Bored and wanted to tried something I've lost touch for so many years, so game arcade it is!!! Can't deny that I pretty much enjoyed myself today... It's been a while since I last saw myself laughing and giggling away like a child... Mario Brothers, Time Crisis... I had fun playing those... Sometimes, it's amazing how something so small can put a big smile on your face... Maybe we're grown ups and there are many things that we overlooked or no longer do... We tend to forget how all this small little things once brighten up our gloomy days... I reckon we should stop and look at how much things have changed around us.... We're just too carried away with our stressful life.... Hmmmm, I hate growing up.... Earning your own penny isn't fun at all... I was trying to remember when was the last time I used my dad's money but I just couldn't recall... I miss being a daddy's girl!!!!!

Goodnite people!!!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Sun, 23 Mar 2008 15:05:21 GMT

Gone with the wind

Hmmmm, my holiday getaway just went deep down into the drain... Why?? Cos I am too last minute... The trip was supposed to be 5 days later... I thought everything will go my way but.... I can't book into my favourite Hard Rock Hotel, Bali and the time is too short to book the air tickets... It's peak period now and the prices's exorbitant... Ain't paying a whopping 1.3k for a short trip to Bali... The flight time is just 2 and a half hours... Crazy... Everything is just so expensive these days.... Plus the budget airlines aren't compromising on the dates that I wanted!!! So, the whole spa/beach getaway is called-off!!! WTF!!!

Baby dearest offers to pamper me the spa treatment in Singapore... So sweet right??? He even offered to buy me the latest Tod's handbag tha I longed for... Hahaha... He just can't bare to see the disappointment in my face hence the decision!!! But I am not accepting any of the gifts... Cos to me, having him in my life is what I want most!!!!

Maybe I'll just go back Klang and chill again!! Hahaha.. Baby just loves going back to Klang... He always thinks that Klang has the best Bah Kut Teh & Mee Hoon Kueh... Plus, my family misses him alot!!!! Now, he's my mum's favourite boy... There goes my status back home...

Signing off... Goodnite peepos!!!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 15:48:46 GMT

Come Away With Me

Has been down with really bad flu, killing sore throat and aching body!!!! I am sick for the whole god-damned-week!!!! Didn't really enjoy myself when I was back in Klang... Alot of activities lined up but in the end, all plans are cancelled cos Missie Mich is drop dead sick... All I did was laying low on my couch for the past 5 days (in klang).. Talking about life in prison!!!!!

Turned to 3 doctors but none of them can help... Better still, at least I have a reason to be away from work.... I am so sick and tired of my job lately... Same ol' mundane routine!!! Money's good, there's always a BUT.......

Facebook is so dead lately.... You attacked my zombies and I feed your fluffy friend!!! Gosh, can they come up with something better than this? It was fun initially, but the zest just died down....

I miss shopping in San Francisco... Burnt a hole in my pocket during my last trip but heck, I've got myself real good bargains!!!!! Baby's been nagging me to cut down on my shopping but baby, shopping is what I do best!!!Tod's new collection is my next aim!!! Looking high for it!!!!

I NEED A HOLIDAY GETAWAY!!!! SPA TREATMENTS!!!! I NEED TO REJUVENATE AND RECUPERATE FROM ALL THIS STRESSFUL LIFE OF MINE!!!! PLEASE GOD, PAMPER ME!!!!!

THIS IS WHAT I NEED!!!